Bittersweet Life...

Wednesday, March 23, 2005

marine engineering. yes... ill be studyin tt in sp. and ill think ill like it. i mean, every course will have it's pros and cons. y am i sayin this?

coz im sick of ppl who ask me about my course, and they'll go like ' aww... are u happy with it?', or ' do u like tt course?' or ' are u goin to appeal for some other courses?'. well, i noe a lot off ppl dun expect this course... but hey, i chose the course. ill cope with it somehow. i was so fucked up last nite... wat's more, my mom was like 'oh no... how?'... even my mom didnt have the so called confidence. so upsetting...

the way these ppl keep sayin stuff like this makes me juz wanna quit and fail the course.. but i told myself not to.. coz i noe ill have to try to enjoy myself at sp... thank god, there were still some who kinda encourage me even though they said it'll be tough. thank u very much to these grp of ppl...

kinda dissappointed not goin to tp, since i noe quite a no of ppl there... but goin to sp is like far away frm home.. very far away.

so, my point bloggin this entry is actually to state my utter disgust and dissapointment for those who put me down... and didnt even encourage me to make it up for wat they said.

adrena, u're not goin to believe this. but im talkin to sir harzelly now, and he's tellin me tt the alfred was a CI... sickening huh? and he was a CI before sir as'ad...

Smashed into pieces at 3/23/2005 05:20:00 PM